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And all I'm asking is...

Published: May 9, 2011

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_{..for you to do what you can with me,
But I can't ask you to give what you already gave ."

oh lord, I took all last night and all today to finish this!
I really have a LOT of respect for people who do backgrounds on their pictures.
Because DAMN that shit is frustrating!
It took a whole fucking hour and a half just to do the background, usually my background are half-assed and only take me a few minutes, but I actually spent TIME at this. And I still don't really like it

so a thumbs up for people who take the time to do backgrounds!

anyway, this is gonna be my submission to the contest over at

in MY mind, I dunno about any of yours, but I think that being a huge dick is just a cover up for Cartman to hide how he feels inside. I think he uses it as a shield to block out that he really does feel scared and lost inside. And we all know that you can't hold that all inside for too long, because you'll end up breaking down later.

ANYWAY.

I chose the song "Be My Escape" by Reliant K [link]

I've given up on giving up slowly, I'm blending in so
You won't even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I've been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise I'm going because
I gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging You, I'm begging You, I'm begging You to be my escape.

I'm giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I've failed and I'm ready to be shown how
He's told me the way and I'm trying to get there
And this life sentence that I'm serving
I admit that I'm every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I've been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise I'm going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I'm afraid that this complacency is something I can't shake
I gotta get outta here
And I'm begging You, I'm begging You, I'm begging You to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I've made
And all I'm asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can't ask You to give what You already gave

Cause I've been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I've been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I've been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there's no way in knowing where to go, promise I'm going because
I've gotta get outta here
I'm stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I've gotta get outta here
And I'm begging You, I'm begging You, I'm begging
You to be my escape.

I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You

So were You....

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